%0 Journal Article %T Leaving the Past (Self) Behind: Non %A Bryan McLaughlin %A Jennifer Huemmer %A Lindsey E Blumell %J Sociology %@ 1469-8684 %D 2019 %R 10.1177/0038038518773926 %X Using a symbolic interactionist framework, this study considers the narratives of non-reporting rape survivors. We use interviews to examine the complex processes that inform a survivor¡¯s decision not to report. Rape is not interpreted as an isolated event; it is something that is seen as caused by, connected to, and affecting the survivor¡¯s sense of self and agency. Rape forces the survivor to reconstruct a sense of agency in the aftermath of the traumatic attack. Rather than report the rape, the survivors constructed narratives that direct blame and accountability toward the ¡°old self¡±. This less visible, yet still agentic strategy, allows the survivors to regain a sense of agency and control. As a result, a more positive, optimistic self can be constructed, while pursuing legal justice would force them to reenact an ¡°old¡± self that cannot be disentangled from the rape %K Agency %K identity %K narratives %K non-reporting of rape %K rape survivors %K symbolic interactionism %U https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/0038038518773926